what do you do when you can't sleep? blog of course.
as i was laying in my bed, trying desperately to fall asleep after eating about 18 cookies and drinking mountain dew (not recommended right before bedtime), all i could think about was this summer and what a different kind of summer it has been than any i've ever had before. it's my last night to sleep in this bed in my "summer house" and maybe that is what has spurred the sudden moment of reflection; or maybe it was the constant activity of the week in trying to see as many friends as possible before i head back...whatever the case, i cant help but pause and be thankful for the amazing summer i've experienced in austin, texas, and reflect on the things i will miss most. but first, let me start with the things i will NOT miss about the ATX.
things i will NOT miss:

1. the 100+ degree temperatures EVERY SINGLE DAY this summer. try running in that...fyi: it sucks.
2. the approximately 7 lbs. i've managed to pack on. i blame it solely on the chips and queso (or "cheese dip" as we like to refer to it in the South)...it literally comes with every meal in Texas...and it's oh so good.
3. working 9-4. although it's not as bad as an 8-5, it's more than i care to clock-in for no pay.
4. not being near my girl friends. i never realized how much i thrive off of girl-time until i was surrounded by almost ALL guy friends.
and now, onto happier memories....although there are WAY too many things to list, i chose the top 10 things I will miss most about Austin. (in no certain order)
1. My summer house. I lived in Hyde Park (for all you Austin locals out there that know where this is) and it was a GREAT location...I also had an awesome roommate, the house is adorable, and my bed was super comfortable. what more could you ask for in a summer home?!

my living room...sweet longhorns, huh.
2. Mozart's. A coffee shop on Lake Austin...many nights were spent reading, emailing, and conversing with friends at that place. love it. i miss it and the hibiscus-mint tea already.
3. THE FOOD. There are way too many amazing restaurants in Austin to even begin to describe- all of which are local places, and most have outdoor patios (which usually doesn't become enjoyable until around 9:30pm because of the heat)...but the FOOD....wow.
4. The Austin Stone. (my church). Chris Tomlin started this church when he lived in Austin, and it is everything I have ever wanted in a church- feels like a true community and not a "corporate service" (if that makes sense), really good worship, small groups that are very easy to get involved in, and awesome teaching in the services. I left every week refreshed and wanting more. what a great thing to be able to say about church.
5. The Water. There are so many lakes, natural springs/pools, rivers, etc. in and around the city. As obsessed as I am with water and water activities...this place is like heaven for me.
Barton Springs- a natural spring in the middle of the downtown
6. Town Lake. a great place to run- miles and miles of trails that are all right along the lake in the middle of the City. Austin is super healthy and apparently everyone in this city loves to be active- I'm just sad they all didn't rub off on me more...I guess the heat got to me first.
7. My Job. As much as I didn't like working all day everyday for free, I did love the people I worked with and the things I got to do/experience. I learned so much this summer and I couldn't imagine a nicer environment to work in than the Texas Court of Appeals. loved it.
8. My Community Group. I got involved with a co-ed singles bible study group through The Stone early this summer (in a desperate search for girl friends!) and I made some really great friends and learned a lot through conversations and some Louie Giglio videos we all watched together throughout the summer.
9. Free Events. Example: I went to "Blues on the Green" tonight, a free outdoor concert in one of the parks in downtown Austin. Last week I went to an outdoor symphony at another park. The week before that, I went to a restaurant for dinner two different nights and there was a live band playing at both places both nights- both bands were awesome. I mean, you can't experience this stuff just anywhere.
10. The PEOPLE. As I have mentioned in previous posts, I have made some amazing friends here, and deepened friendships with those I already knew. I am going to be the saddest to leave those friendships behind, but the good part is that I now have numerous places to stay when i come back to visit!
When i first got to Austin for the summer, I was pursuing a friendship (for lack of a better term) with someone back home and I wasn't super-hyped on being in Austin for the entire summer...for numerous reasons. But shortly after that friendship came to an end in early June, I heard a Matt Wertz song on my Pandora station that really hit home for me in dealing with trying to really be ALL here and not second-guessing my decision to come to Texas for the summer, etc. I felt like God was speaking to me through this song about being in Austin. Looking back, I can see that this truly was right where I needed to be.
I'll miss you, Austin. But don't worry....I'll be back soon.
"And as you go your own way, remember do not be afraid.
Because you're right where you should be...in Capitol City." -MW